MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY 2008! Ya la, very late d. But better late than never!

So what had I been doing to celebrate Christmas (that everyone seems to keep reminding me, is very very important to me. I know la. hehe) and New Year? I go watch firework lo. haha.

During Christmas Eve, few friends and I went to Cowboy Town in A’Famosa. We were kinda lost on the way there. So we stopped by the road side. Mana tau, we got stuck in the mud. When I saw how deep is the ditch, the first thing that came to my mind is, "Die lo, how to get out from the ditch o". Then the second thought is, Pray la!" Then in less than 5 minutes, God answered my prayer, somebody stop by. After he saw how helpless we were, he ask his whole family (in 2 other cars) to stop to help us. They were on their way to dinner, all of them were dress nicely. Yet they don’t mind getting themselves dirty to help us. Praise the Lord! God bless them!

Anyway, we paid RM30 to see some lame firework in Cowboy town and just being silly there. haha.

And then Christmas Day! Spent by going to church in the morning and spending time with family! My nieces are so “hang fook”! So many family members buy presents for them! It was a fun Christmas, although seem like I was rushing all the time. haha. Too bad I gotta go back to KL in the evening. Hai..

Then, New Year Eve! Went on the Eyes on Malaysia! Not much to see except KLCC and KL Tower! But better than Eyes on Melaka la which really can kek si u! Wonder if I’ll have the money to go to London Eye, £14.50 le. Expensiva!

After that, we wanted to rush to Sungei Wang for the countdown. Then end up, stuck on the flyover as the jam was terrible! So we might as well, stop at the side of the flyover lo. But from there we could see few places’ firework. Sungei Wang, KLCC, etc..

Anyway,I thought the one in KLCC was spectacular until I went to youtube and search on other new year firework display around the world. To them, it was like a show. And firework creator is a real job. Do they go to school to learn about fireworks? Yea man!

I do felt guilty that I enjoy firework display as it’s a waste of money, short-lived and air polluting. The finale of the firework show in London looked like a half-baked war movie.

I wonder what Al Gore would say, global warming? haha..

On New Year day, I finally watch a movie in the new GCS in Pavilion!! Super costly, but worth it la. The seats are so comfortable I’ll fall asleep if only the movie is not Alien and Predator 2. Totally freak me out!

In conclusion, last year seemed like such a bad year. So many unfortunate things happened. Kinda feel like bad things usually happen during the end of the year. Pray hard that this year, all my friends and family will be HAPPY! God bless!

I was late for the first meeting i gotta go alone. sigh..on the way there, there were lots of sign directing to KLIA but none to Subang airport. i planned to go way earlier because i just got a feeling i’ll be lost. the last time i went to subang airport was when i was 12.

i was really panicking, i really wanna cry at that moment. i’ve stopped at 4 petrol station to ask for direction. hai..i really want to thank the last guy i ask, who gave me the (correct) direction. weird before i left, he ask me whether i’m from malacca. did we meet somewhere before.

luckily when i got into the meeting rooms, they were are very nice. didn’t yell or torture me. just get on the meeting like nothing major happen. haha..great. hope the next time i will never be late!!!

Time to get off work, so im gonna memberontak awhile..Well, tomorrow i gotta go Subang airport for meeting. this time i’ll be going alone!! aisks! die lo. may God bless me la. Then thought bout airport, i will think bout their cafe’s omelette is absolutely delicious. What? me eating egg?? hehe. actually, i like some kinda egg la. omelette still ok. I remember once i went out for lunch with a friend. she recommend the food court’s nasi belacan to me.so i ordered lo. then when it came, i saw something eggy.. before the plate of rice is in front of me, i wanna smack her! cause she should know i’m not fond of egg. But she told me, "this kinda egg u like de la". She was right. My point is, to have a friend know u so well, it’s really rare! So i really appreciate that even though we seldom see each other now, we still keep in touch on a daily basis! wakakaka.

so the sad thing? this few day i really very stressed out.. the manager’s gone. he left, with a big mess. hai.. i’m the only staff now, till the new staff report to work next week. Oh well, anyway i went to read a comment a friend posted months ago. Well, gotta face the reality. That comment is really long man. the longest comment i ever received. Now censored. Cause it’s so silly of me to post the blog ma. So uncalled for. Maybe cause that time really something wrong with my head. haha. anyway, i still hurt to read that comment now. Luckily i didn’t read it at that time. Cause it’ll definitely hurt like crap. ha..weird expression. maybe the thought that i can inflict such crap to anybody freak me out. so, just wanna apologize to Ms Jamie! sorry a.. next time if i did the same thing again, please do smack me! but i doubt i got a chance…so..don’t worry be happy..

Last night, I went to my second dentist visit in a week to do dental filling for a tooth that has been bothering me for almost 6 months. It seem that the last time I had that tooth done for filling, mt previous dentist didn’t check properly. Last Friday, my tooth was x-rayed. The dentist wasn’t sure if the shadow thingy in the x-ray is cavies or just shadow. So only those part that she was sure was done for filling. But yesterday we were very sure it’s CAVIES!! Cause my tooth still hurt after that dental filling. So another x-ray were taken. It showned the cavies is very deep inside, the dentist gotta dig deep into my gum,very near the nerves! DIE!

This was the first time in my entire life I have to be injected (TWICE) for dental filling. Really numb man! I was so scare at first that i really was shivering. After awhile, I realize she (the dentist) was really telling the truth, it didnt hurt at all. Just very geli, the sound of the drilling of the tooth (especially when she’s removing the previous filling) really naikkan my bulu roma! Got really bored later that I was playing with saliva ejector whenever she turn away to get some stuff or put some stuff..ha. She a good dentist (one that doesn’t scold me!!hehe) but just lacking some experience. Oh well, at least she’s not rough. hehe

Anyway, another x-ray were taken but I still haven’t seen it yet. Thursday night, one more round. Conclusion, my tooth still aching. I guess root canal is the next solution. sigh…scary and bankrupt.

YO! My convo is on the 18th of Aug 9am! My parents are going, my sisters, are going my brother are going, my nieces are going..phew..My parents change their holiday to Sept.. i’m so touch!!

i went kai kai twice after grad.. in may, i went to london and paris with my sister and nieces to meet their dad in london and i just came back from sarawak today. but i don’t think both are holiday cuz , i have to be a nanny in one, moreover holiday with kids is not holiday at all.. and i went to sarawak for S.T.O.M.P (Student Together On Mission Partnership) so is not holiday hor?ha.but both i enjoyed a lot lo!

I miss STOMP already!! it was really fun. can’t believe it’s over. In the beginning i keep asking myself what am i doing there? i don’t think i’m well equiped with God’s words. but God worked in a strange way. in the end, i learn alot. learned that im capable of things i thought i couldn’t, that it’s not easy to adapt to a different culture, and also that tea c 5 lapis is delicious!!ha. when we were introduce to the sarawakian friends, i was scared i couldn’t mix with them. bcoz all of them know each others from politeknik and also some how there are some differences among us. but thank God, we get along really well. haha.. i really salute all of them especially one of them, she can sings, dances, plays guitar, cooks (using woods and staying in a very very very hot room to keep an eye on the fire!!), carries heavy things (at times, we helped to built the village church), wash hair+massage (when we bathed together in the sungai!!ha). memang STOMP idol!! during this trip we ate lots of wild vege. yum yum..no more chance of eating them d..we also ate something tat i’ll never eat again!!!

there were training before we go into the iban longhouse villages. there were really alot to be learned. yet i was too tired to "study" hard..hai..bcoz of that i couldn’t really speak and understand iban. haha.. oh well, after this have to belajar bersungguh-sungguh cuz hope can keep in touch with the iban villagers.. we were divided into 2 teams, there were 14 of us in my team. we went to 4 villages in 7 days. the ibans are really great host. they treated us very well. but in some village there seem to be a wall between us and them although they are still very polite to us. i miss the makcik-makcik and the kanak-kanak there. i wish i could stay longer. the experience has been inspiring and also thought-provoking. and maybe i improve my BM too. got human say my BM lousy!! ha. thank you everyone who prayed for me. and also supported me during the whole mission. i hope i still have the chance to do it again. i miss everyone in STOMP. i hate farewell but life goes on..

to all the STOMP idols, continue to leave footprints in people’s life, as you’ve left in mine!!^_^
gotta slep..going to kl in less than 6 hours..hai..

How would u feel if u realise that ur parents are going to Shanghai sometime in Aug and one of your sisters is going to Scotland sometime there too? And that ur convo is around Aug?? Ha.. Good la, if they can’t make it, then maybe i don’t have to go too.. Very sien want to wear that gown (they call it gown right?). Cause i only can think of one word, HOT!

A fren told me, i should just go no matter what, cuz it’s my convo, the main purpose of me studying 3 years is for this. ha. i thought the main purpose is to get a degree??oh well, see how la..

I also not sure if i really pass everything. Although what i’ve check seem like i really pass all la..hehe

The other day, i ask my aunt if she has any job recommendation for me. She told me a cruel fact, "ur bosses are Rachel and Grace - 24 hours a day, so u r fully occupied". hai.. really like that meh? I enjoy hanging out with them but the thought of doing it for 24 hours a day is kinda scary. ha. Oh well, it’s only for a few weeks..wakaka..So for these coming few weeks, im gonna be a nanny..

Well, that day i ask my friend, does she think i’ll cry when i gotta leave penang? I cried when i left secondary school, when i left Revelstoke, when i left Melaka for USM. But most probably i won’t cry or more like can’t cry. Cuz I’ll be driving back alone, if cry then there’s a possibility Mr accident will look for me..hai..haven’t been feeling well for the passed few days, hope will be fit as a fiddle when it’s time to drive home..

A friend once said that it’s hard for me to let go off anything more so a life i’ve got used to. Ha, true. I’ll be sad for days, I’ll feel out of place for days. But, I’ve survived all those changes. I’ll be fine. haha..Life goes on..

Any regrets? Tonnes.. One of them is I’ve wish I won’t be so judgmental and so quick to blame anyone when something bad happen, when there’s conflict among friends. Nobody wants it to happen anyway. When something bad happen, the only thing we can do to get through it is to be nice to each other. I’ve wish I’ve knew it earlier..haha

Can it be consider tat i finish with school for good? (Don’t think I’l take Master, the reason to do it, was irrational. I need couselling!) Ha. Only if i pass everything this sem. Sat for my final paper today. It was ok. But didn’t feel all excited or anything particular special after that paper. I felt even happier after the last paper for the first sem during my first year. Maybe because that time, all of us were still innocent? ha.

Trying to pack today, although still haven’t decide when to go back. Actually is more like, i don’t know when i’ll finish packing. I miss home, but i dread packing!! So gotta start doing some everyday. sigh..

Was looking thru what i’ve written these few years, what frens n famiy had wrote to me.. Glad to know that i was happy during most of my stay here. Although sometime, the feelings are too extreme. ha. those unhappy thing, mostly were cause by my own stupidness..ha, so if reli can change that, i would. but well, if all those never happen, i’ll never learn to be a better person.. nah, it’ll take me forever to be a good person..wakaka

So, will i miss Penang? Yea, no matter what, these 3 years, there were so many wonderful memories..wakakaka. I told a fren, I’l be sad knowing that after leaving USM, after saying goodbyes to the frens i’ve met here, we might not be able to get together just to hang out and enjoy each others company. Well, i should just be happy that all this did happen. Whatever happen in the future, gotta leave it to Him, eh? Do our circle of frens really get bigger as we grow older? I hope so, although i still think is our circle of acquaintances that grow bigger..

Well, no matter what, even if we don’t meet again, just wanna say, hope all of you succeed in life and stay happy always!! Of cuz, it’s even better if we get to meet again la..ha

i always read bout how miracle happened. but most if not all occured in a disaster, accident, tragedy, misfortune…but i think the the most miraculous thing is, when nothing bad happen. ha.
my friend told me how dangerous petaling street is. all soft of crimes happened in that area. but thank God, i’m lucky enough to avoid all those..

cheong ngee mei old d.. not i say de, 2nd sister say de ma..wakaka… but we older.. this year is the 1st year since dunno when i get to celeb my little sister bday with her.. all the sisters were there too, with the 2 nieces.. wahaha..can say, all the cheong’s gals ma? or got two ng’s gals.. ha. well if my parents were there too, it’ll be perfect.but.. they planned to go to kl too, on sunday morning to bring my little sister there. but we, the children, decided they will be too tired travelling. moreover it’s an one day trip. so i rather rush like mad to meet up my sister on saturday evening in pudu (after class in penang), than having them stick to the old plan. moreover, we just had family reunion during cny. still…my mom sounded so disappointed.. hai…nevermind, want go home soon…hehe

anyhoo, this trip was a blast. always had fun hanging out with my family. but this time, a friend came along too, to meet up to watch a concert together… it was raining before the show start. my mulut celupar..i said it’ll rain de, cuz usually it’ll rain during concert..ha

well, now even my eldest sister know how to use " wakaka".. hehe.which is weird, n funny..